so long

I can’t believe it’s been so long. So impossibly long since I seen you, heard your laugh. And yet I still think of you everyday. In my dreams, it’s still some kind of cruel joke – but then I wake up. No words can express what your friendship always meant to me. I hope you realized that. — To say that I am forever changed for having known Emily sounds so cliche’ but it’s true. I’m so thankful to have known Emily.


I still miss you, I still love you, you’re still my best friend. I still have your pictures and notes, things you left at my house and I still remember the little things, like your 70s mix CD for the truck, your favorite perfume, our song. My family misses you too; my mom loved your big appetite and your joke with Patti about how she was always in pajamas when you came over. Michael misses you. I don’t really know what to say, I just want you to know that I love you as much as I ever did and you’ll always be my best friend – that will never change. I miss you Emily